February 12, 2014: Wake Up!

Matthew 26:26-50

Amplified Bible (AMP)
26 Now as they were eating, Jesus took bread and, praising God, gave thanks and asked Him to bless it to their use, and when He had broken it, He gave it to the disciples and said, Take, eat; this is My body.
27 And He took a cup, and when He had given thanks, He gave it to them, saying, Drink of it, all of you;
28 For this is My blood of the new covenant, which [ratifies the agreement and] is being poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins.
29 I say to you, I shall not drink again of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it with you new and of superior quality in My Father’s kingdom.
30 And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives.
31 Then Jesus said to them, You will all be offended and stumble and fall away because of Me this night [distrusting and deserting Me], for it is written, I will strike the Shepherd, and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.
32 But after I am raised up [to life again], I will go ahead of you to Galilee.
33 Peter declared to Him, Though they all are offended and stumble and fall away because of You [and distrust and desert You], I will never do so.
34 Jesus said to him, Solemnly I declare to you, this very night, before a single rooster crows, you will deny and disown Me three times.
35 Peter said to Him, Even if I must die with You, I will not deny or disown You! And all the disciples said the same thing.
36 Then Jesus went with them to a place called Gethsemane, and He told His disciples, Sit down here while I go over yonder and pray.
37 And taking with Him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, He began to show grief and distress of mind and was deeply depressed.
38 Then He said to them, My soul is very sad and deeply grieved, so that I am almost dying of sorrow. Stay here and keep awake and keep watch with Me.
39 And going a little farther, He threw Himself upon the ground on His face and prayed saying, My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass away from Me; nevertheless, not what I will [not what I desire], but as You will and desire.
40 And He came to the disciples and found them sleeping, and He said to Peter, What! Are you so utterly unable to stay awake and keep watch with Me for one hour?
41 All of you must keep awake (give strict attention, be cautious and active) and watch and pray, that you may not come into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.
42 Again a second time He went away and prayed, My Father, if this cannot pass by unless I drink it, Your will be done.
43 And again He came and found them sleeping, for their eyes were weighed down with sleep.
44 So, leaving them again, He went away and prayed for the third time, using the same words.
45 Then He returned to the disciples and said to them, Are you still sleeping and taking your rest? Behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of especially wicked sinners [whose way or nature it is to act in opposition to God].
46 Get up, let us be going! See, My betrayer is at hand!
47 As He was still speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve [apostles], came up, and with him a great crowd with swords and clubs, from the chief priests and elders of the people.
48 Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, The One I shall kiss is the Man; seize Him.
49 And he came up to Jesus at once and said, Hail (greetings, good health to You, long life to You), Master! And he embraced Him and kissed Him with [pretended] warmth and devotion.
50 Jesus said to him, Friend, for what are you here? Then they came up and laid hands on Jesus and arrested Him.
I was awakened from a blissfull sleep last night. Then I struggled to fall back asleep for about two hours. Did I get up and pray? No. I just tossed and turned. This morning I'm reading about sleeping disciples. Jesus was facing the greatest trial of His life, and His closest companions were sleeping. He had specifically asked them to stay awake while He prayed. 
"He began to show grief and distress of mind and was deeply depressed. Then He said to them, My soul is very sad and deeply grieved, so that I am almost dying of sorrow."  
Okay so wouldn't you think the Master's closest friends would gather around and support Him when He was obviously deeply depressed and specifically said He was dying of sorrow? But no. They slept. Wow.
Isn't this the way it is sometimes? Our closest peeps don't really seem to care when we need them the most. They usually aren't being mean on purpose. But many times when we need someone the most, we find ourselves completely and utterly alone. 
Why does this happen? Why didn't the disciples shake it off and support their Master? He told them three times to stay awake! And they thoroughly and entirely let Him down. They were NOT there for Him.
And last night, for example, I was trying to get to sleep when, at the same time, I knew of specific examples of friends who are going through deep depression and extreme life challenges. 

Romans 7:24-25

New King James Version (NKJV)
24 O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? 25 ...  So then, with the mind I myself serve the law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.

1 Thessalonians 5:6

Amplified Bible (AMP)
Accordingly then, let us not sleep, as the rest do, but let us keep wide awake (alert, watchful, cautious, and on our guard) and let us be sober (calm, collected, and circumspect).

Romans 13:11

Amplified Bible (AMP)
11 Besides this you know what [a critical] hour this is, how it is high time now for you to wake up out of your sleep (rouse to reality). For salvation (final deliverance) is nearer to us now than when we first believed (adhered to, trusted in, and relied on Christ, the Messiah).
"Dear Jesus, forgive me. For trying to fall back asleep last night when dear friends needed my prayers and support more than ever before. Forgive me for letting my flesh rule. I want to do right, but many times, I allow my flesh make my decisions. You are calling me to wake up! And I am not listening to Your still small voice. I am really no better than your disciples were when You clearly expressed that You were dying of sorrow. All around me are souls dying of sorrow. I must wake up and travail for them and with them. You shed Your precious blood for them. The least I can do is take on their sorrows and pray. Instead of snuggling into the covers and going back to sleep. Please have mercy on me, Jesus. Please keep reaching for me. Thanks, Jesus, for Your never ending love and patience with this wretched woman that I am. I love You. AMEN"


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